4:07PM and listening to Dasoku's Ophelia

It's a calm day today, there's nothing much to do considering it's a holiday. Shuu is asleep right now, while I couldn't sleep at all and had to watch the house since there was a maid coming to spic and span the house. She just went on her way home now, since there's nothing left for her to do.

And there's nothing much for me to do either. I could, of course, finish tracing and drafting all patterns that I'll need soon. Or draw, or paint, or sing, or watch something, or read. There are a lot of things to do.

But honestly, I don't think I'm in any condition to draw or paint. After drawing every day back in college... I'm having a slight burn-out. Surely, I'll go back to doing it, of course--can't live without doing it. But right now I just don't have the mental energy to do it.

Sing? Who are you even kidding? I don't want to pay for breaking the mirrors and windows. Watch something... IDK, I don't feel like loading any videos now. Watched Dasoku's live just now, wondered how come he's not working during a weekday afternoon. Taking a leave, maybe?

Read? I'm reading... well, manga, but can't blame me for that. I do, however, have a lot other books that I should start reading. And then there's my room, which is a mess as usual. And there's my wigs.

Well... then, to say that there's nothing much to do is wrong, isn't it? Yeah. There's a lot for me to do, and yet I chose none of them. I myself don't exactly know why. I just want to lie on my bed, listen to music and drama cds. And admire Dasoku a bit more. I don't know--I still have the obsessions towards my J-Rock boys and Ren and Mi-chan, but Dasoku's rank skyrocketed recently. Must be that Ophelia PV.

So here I am, decided to revive this dead blog a bit. I've been feeling more than a little talkative lately.

Sometimes I wonder how I'll be like as a housewife. Personally I've always looked up to my mom, who's a business woman. But sometimes... I think living a housewife life doesn't seem too bad either. In fact, I dare say it kinda suits me. The whole crafting and house-cleaning things [trust me, I do like cleaning and tidying up things. Just not my room]. And cooking as well as baking [I'm not good at both--at least not yet. I do, however, enjoy them].

*sigh* sometimes I wish I have a better camera. I don't even need them to be DSLR, so long as it's better than my old Canon PowerShot. That way, I can... er, satiate my desires to create artworks in a quicker way than drawing them, inking and then colouring them. Not good at both either, but hey, I'm doing it for myself.

Well. I guess I'll end my rambling entry here, and get back to my lazy afternoon...

Speaking of which, maybe I should consider turning this blog into a picture diary. Mmmm yeah, certainly have to be considered.